Blind Confession pt2

This will probably be my last one, I had fun writing this, but in all honesty it took me awhile to finish this, was 4am when I finished, but i'm the best writer but it feels good finish this.

Blind Confession pt 2

Once upon a time there was a girl I met in high school, who lied about not having a boyfriend, all because she wanted was to sleep with different men.

Young and dumb, I fell for her charms, grabbing me by the arm we walked to her home and-

“Shhh! you can’t say that! No one will believe you!” my inner thoughts said, trying to prevent me to tell everyone I ended up in her bed……..

Worthless and crap, I walked home in the rain not wanting to go back

Feeling self conscious and scared I always forced myself to pretend that I care

I lie to myself all the time to cover up what’s inside so I won't show anyone that I can cry

I sometimes feel like people see one side of me, ignorantly and foolishly I let them view that part of me

I don't go outside to socialize, I try to minimize my time to go back inside

There’s a demon that talks to me at night, when I can't seem to coincide the thoughts that i’ve always fought in my mind

I talk to my ex all the time, hoping and wishing,thinking if she can be mine.

When I was a kid all I did was cry, just because I couldn’t talk till the age of five  

I fell through a glass table when I was young, my mom thinking I was forever gone.

Doctors talked to me as the world was fading into the sea,I couldn’t breath I couldn’t move, I can’t remember how I ended up in my room

I fall in love too fast thinking that it can last, not seeing ahead when I crash.

I made a promise to a dead man,his name was Brandon, I sometimes wish I could talk to him again….  to say i’m sorry…... and that we can be friends.

I see life in a different light so I can be bright and lend a hand when the time is right.

I feel happy I wrote this, not caring who views this

Late at night, having many ideas, envision a world that I can be in.

I have my family I have my friends, I sometimes wish we can all meet again.

There is a girl named Amy, she was always kind to me, she is funny, weird and strong, she always make sure all my worries were gone. she let me dance with her though the night, realizing everything will be alright

This is all I gotta say right now, not sure how to end this but Au Revoir for now.

Author's Note

I'm not the greatest writer but its good to feel accomplished for a work you've done and put time into. As I always say I welcome criticism to help me do better and work harder.

Reviews

[Deandra Dawn]

I really enjoyed reading this. It was so honest and open. You weren't afraid to tell the truth and expose that part of yourself. You had me from beginning to end.