Personality-Shift: Chemical Thesaurus

A Story by Abishai100

A sprinter reflects on his time with chemical enhancements to competitive race, for a human view of uncertainty/dimension.

A speed/steroids contemplation image.

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Mr. Amlan Satan thought deeply now about how his human brain, and not just his muscular sensations of reflex, but his entire consciousness or personality had somehow been literally transformed from his early-days of Olympics-sprint training and ambitions motivated use of dangerous or illegal performance-enhancing chemicals/substances (steroids), almost mutating him from a humble physically trained man for speed-arts of running into a more vain and even angst-centric sprinter of a special Selfie-consciousness for bound self-apathy (hmmm).

JOURNAL (Excerpts): "I was fast, as a young boy even, and I knew I was Olympics-quality...I trained hard, and it got harder...the inception of steroids-use had begun to make me lightning-fast (wow)...the quality of shifts in my consciousness are honestly clear to me, if not to others...I think of capitalism and diamonds and the laurel of winning trophies, and I start to think I've grown insensitive for my own speed-consciousness...I start to think of a special faces of Earth-fortunes...I wonder now if this shift in my personality is somehow leviathan/uncertainty (for a retina)."

Mr. Amlan Satan, our protagonist antihero 'dark-prince' of this speed-chemistry verboten tale had found himself Selfie-conscious, and he knew now as an older retired athlete with many memories/lyrics, that he'd somehow become someone else. Was he someone else? Should he have entreated his own natural body-brain speed tune, thinking of how his consciousness had been somehow colored by chemistry...for an almost-cartoon view of the nature of a human's (natural) proclivities to be his/her own biggest critic for self-fantasy (damn).