Laughing.A Chapter by Abeer TarekLaughing."I have been laughing so much lately, even my friends have noticed, only the close ones though, for only they can see through me. The last time I was depressed was more than a year ago, when coldness was then an enemy. I didn't miss that feeling, not one bit..but it came back for no specific reason; so I try to laugh, I laugh to hide the emptiness inside of my chest, I laugh to conceal the shivers I get from the cold, I laugh to mask the darkness of my soul, or maybe I laugh to believe that I am still able to, all I know is that I laugh more than I should. Many good things have happened to me, I try to be grateful but I just find myself happy for a moment and then pain overlaps my soul, I don't know if it's selfishness or greediness, either way it is still unhealthy; my breathing is too heavy, too too heavy that people can feel it from miles away. Coldness was a best friend for quite sometime, I used to feel so free, so infinite and so inevitable when I'm cold but things changed, now coldness became so intimidating to me, all I feel is loneliness; I find myself longing for a breath, for coldness is starting to suffocate me. That's why I laugh, I wipe away tears, put on make up and laugh, to hide all the depression my eyes expose." © 2015 Abeer TarekAuthor's Note
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By Abeer TarekAuthorAbeer TarekCairo, New Cairo, EgyptAboutI am a seventeen year old poet/writer, I have been writing since a very long time and this is what I enjoy the most, I am a non-native English speaker yet I enjoy writing in English more than my own l.. more..Writing
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