Rose and PalmA Poem by Abigale LeCavalier
Rose and Palm I find it impossible to be complacent when not being listened too, or even heard.
It makes me wither like a rose half past it’s prime, shrink into a small brown ball, dropping petals on someone else’s windowsill.
Even after watering.
Because I‘ve already died once.
But I guess I’m at least partially to blame for that.
I am my mothers daughter after all.
So in frustration I scream for my life, the one I feel I never had.
With the realization that I was never really born until this year, and I guess that’s what I should have expected.
I mourn it for nothing, as if it were ever possessed.
Yet that knowing does not take any of the pain away.
I feel walked on and shut out.
And I have been called “irrational,” by the brightest star in the sky.
All because I carved my life on the palms of my open hands. © 2010 Abigale LeCavalier |
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Added on December 5, 2009 Last Updated on August 30, 2010 Tags: women, trans, tgirl, transgender, transsexual, MTF, FTM, GLBT, LGBT, queer, gay, transition, poetry, poem, real life, bi, gay pride, Abigale Lecavalier, Abby LeCavalier Author
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