Remember the last time when I wrote you a letter, it was all hugs and
rainbows, well that was before you crushed my feelings, left my heart
torn and burnt my soul. I still managed to get them all together and
making all the efforts in my power to focus on the feelings that don’t
make me feel like I am drowning. But like every year since we broke up
this is the day when I fail. I fail to keep calm, I fail to keep it
together. I still remember even after so many years, the way you
proposed, it was the worst proposal I ever got but you are the only one I
ever loved. I seemed to be circling around and it seems like I am stuck
in this vicious circle of letting go of my emotions and unearthing
them.
I know I haven’t done anything wrong and still being punished. You know
you were to blame but still you are joyed. Oh no, I don’t envy you, if
you are wondering, but I wish it was me you chose to be happy with. I
let you go because you were too week to do it for yourself but you
didn’t free me because I am too in love with you to let me be. My
fairytale doesn’t have a happy ending so I choose to believe it is not
the ending. I don’t know if we will ever cross paths again but if we do I
want us both to be happy, when you don’t look upon me and feel sorry
for hurting me but instead you look at me and you see me redeemed. When I
can look at you and my heart don’t skip a beat instead i can thank you
for all the pain and suffering because that led me to my happy ending.
But that day isn’t today or tomorrow but it will be someday and till
then I will love you for all the ebullient memories and I promise to
keep you in my heart forever, not because I am going to be in love with
you forever but because you enlightened me with such a beautiful emotion
that I might have not known if it wasn’t for you.
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