MOVING ON WITH A SMILE

THIS WORLD IS FULL OF DISAPPOINTMENTS 

MOST OF THEM IS BECAUSE PEOPLE JUST GIVES UP

ALWAYS HAVING A EXCUSE FOR ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING

WHY PEOPLE AFRAID OF THEIR PAST 

ESPECIALLY WHEN IT INVOLVES ANOTHER PERSONS HEART

YES IM YOUNG RECENTLY I USED THE WORLD "LOVE"

IVE SAID IT IN A EARLY STAGE IN A NEW RELATIONSHIP I WAS HAVING 

I WAS JUST EXCITED VERY EXCITED 

I BECAME MORE ADAPTED TO HER THAN I REALIZED

BUT IM HUMAN AND IM LEARNING BUT

I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING IN LOVE AND SAYING I LOVE YOU 

SO YOU CAN SAY I TAKING A STEP IN MATURITY

BUT WHY WASTE MY TIME OF TRYING TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP 

WHAT WAS THE POINT OF IT

I CANT SAY GETTING TO KNOW YOU WAS USELESS BECAUSE I REALLY ADMIRED YOU

WE ARE SO MUCH ALIKE 

WE SHARE A SIMILAR HISTORY

GROWING UP NOT FEELING WANTED OR LOVED

I REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE A DIFFICULT LIFE THAT I CANT REALLY BE APART OF

I KNEW THAT FROM THE BEGINNING IT WOULDNT WORK BECAUSE OF THE OTHER LIFE I HAVE

BUT WE AS PEOPLE TRY TO MAKE THINGS WORK IT SEEM TO GO OK FOR AWHILE 

THEN WE REALIZE WHY WE FOOLING OURSELVES

WHAT I FEAR IS THAT I SEEM TO NOT HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE WITH THE PERSON 

I HAD FEELINGS FOR

I TRY BUT THEY SEEM TO SLIP THROUGH MY FINGERS

WHEN DAYS PASS I KNOW SHE WILL BECOME AN ORDINARY FRIEND 

JUST A FRIEND WITH A UNIQUE TALENT

IS THAT BAD OF ME

DOES THAT MAKE ME A BAD PERSON

BECAUSE I DONT SEE THEM THE SAME ANYMORE

BECAUSE OF A DECISION THAT WASNT MEANT TO BE

IS THAT WHAT YOU BELIEVED IN

THATS JUST WORDS TO ME

WORDS OF FEAR THAT PEOPLE PLACE IN ONE ANOTHER HEARTS

ANYTHING POSSIBLE 

PRAYING BECOMES A BLESSING AND A GIFT THAT BECOMES GRANTED 

IN DIFFERENT WAYS

JUST HAVE TO PAY ATTENTION

BUT I GUESS YOUR CAREER IS MOST IMPORTANT TO YOU 

I HIGHLY RESPECT THAT

BUT THAT CAREER YOU SEEK 

A WAY OF YOU INSPIRING PEOPLE I DNT SEE HOW YOU CAN

BY TECHNOLOGY OF TV SCREENS

BUT YOU INSPIRED ME IN EVERYWAY 

BY YOUR WORDS YOUR POETRY 

I GUESS ITS THE END OF THE ROAD FOR US

IM GRATEFUL TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU

BLESSED TO KNOW HER NAME 

THANK YOU GOD FOR INTRODUCING ME TO 

SHANIQUA ANDERSON