Cursed My Forgiveness

Cursed My Forgiveness

I relinquished many enmities

I was the tree in the Autumn months

The wrong actions I failed to see and forgave out of empathy

Fooled by my understanding heart

Kept prisoner of ’give me one more chance’ 

Drowned in the rain storm of broken promises

Crashed against the rocks of dishonesty 

It is said to love your enemies and bless those who curse

How desirable is that? 

Whereas repeated forgiveness only attracts more misdeed

How many times should one forgive?

Bare and cold I no longer wish to be

For so long I renounced to my leaves

Your are so complicated to be with

For as difficult as it is, we become free once we let go at the anger feeling

That feeling that makes us feel strong

That feeling that inside tortures our soul

At times, I wonder whose side are you on

Two roads are ahead of us

One to forgiveness 

One to revenge

The one we choose depends on our willingness.