disgrace

 

It’s so easy to become an addict

To something as simple as a cigarette

Stealing a smoke and secluding myself

Tasting the menthol and ruining my health

 

I know if my parents knew I’d be doomed

My brother smells something smoky in the restroom

Next thing you know he runs out of site

And I get this chill of fright

 

My mother came and asked alexis were you smoking

I looked her in the eye with no teasing

And my mouth said no

But my eyes screamed I’m lying

 

That’s it I’m worthless now

My inner demon begins to grin and growl

My innocence becomes fowl

As she walks away from her honest daughter, proud

 

My mouth said no

My eyes screamed I’m lying

That’s is im worthless now

As she walks away from her honest daughter, proud