let it out

 

Dear god he has me wrapped around his finger

Dear god it’s been two months and his scent still lingers

God if this is the beginning of the pain I’ll face

Then god remove me from the human race

 

My drunken daddy, my working mommy

My brothers try to help me but it’s not working sadly

I want to see him despite my resentment

I want to watch at his pathetic redemption

 

Retardation in it all

It’s why the human race is gonna fall

It’s why im going to hell

It’s why what I say never fails

 

I wonder what keeps me in this life

I wonder why I haven’t died

Or completely finished my suicide

Could it be his damned lie

 

He said he would never hurt me

Yet he does everyday

And sadly enough I’ll still believe it

Until my bones start to decay