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Why do I still love him

When he wasn’t there

Why do I still love him

When he doesn’t care

 

Why do I let him get to me

He taught me to smile

Why do I let him get to me

He taught me feelings at least for a while

 

God I’m gullible and weak

I know I shouldn’t cry but tears I’ll weep

God I’m gullible and blind

All my friends are taking about me from behind

 

But yet I still love him and I still care

Even though he plays me like I’m a dare

And even though I’m in pain

I know my tears aren’t in vain

 

I’m gonna try to see the light

Even though it’s doubtful I win

I wont stop until I win the fight

Even if it’s by a tiny whim