Déjá vuA Poem by AJGibsonI got my heartbroken again by the same guy but he doesn't know it and so I wrote this.I’ve just got this feeling about it all I know I’ve been here before My body is telling me to get out before I fall I try to distance myself but everything about you pulls me in I shouldn’t feel this way about you But I do You’re a thief, You took what wasn’t yours but you didn’t know I’d blame you but it’s not your fault I’ve been denying everything The way you make my hands warm without even touching them The way you make me blush just by sitting by me Or the way you make me smile just by looking at me You don’t know how badly I want to scream my feelings at you It’s happened before I can feel the redness in my cheeks I can feel the tears flowing down my face I can feel my hands become sweaty just at the sight of you I’ve been here but it’s fuzzy I hate this feeling It’s all too familiar The tears, The shakiness, The uneasiness in my stomach, The dry spot in my throat, The throbbing in my chest even though it feels like nothing's there I hate to admit it but this feeling you give me I’ve never had it all before but I crave it I feel the need to have it all Honestly, it’s all a blur I get dizzy just thinking about it I can’t breathe when I try to remember whatever it was we never had These feelings have been here before Little by little they slowly come back I don’t know why but I just wish they’d leave me alone My heart picks up again just at the faintest memory The smile you gave me when I was down The warmth you gave me when I was cold The tone of voice you used when you got close to me The sound of your laugh would make me smile The look in your eyes and the sparkle that’s inside I feel like I’m going to fall over It’s all too much Well Here we are again I feel like I’m suffocating in the memory of you My cheeks are bright with embarrassment My eyes are wet with the thought of “us” It was never going to happen Why did I even think I could push these feelings aside? I’m shocked that I even still had feelings It’s been such a long time But you’ve gone again and I can’t help but shut down inside I remember why I hate feeling like this © 2018 AJGibson |
StatsAuthorAJGibsonKyungsoo's Pants, CAAboutHello! I'm Alex and I've been writing for only a year or so and I'm a pretty shy person. I have a profile on a fan fiction site but I wanted to create another profile on a different website so people .. more..Writing
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