AINM Group Help Needed

A Story by Prochoice_MLB

I had an abortion on November and I don't know if I'm actually over it, I know it was the best choice for me and my future but sometimes I still feel guilty.

When I found out I was pregnant I also discovered my so-called boyfriend of that time didn't love me back, but only wanted to f**k me.. I was a one night stand for him. I felt deeper feelings for him but I had to move on and care about myself because no one would have.

Also.. it was my first time ever. The first time I ever made love. Or better, I wanted to make love, he wanted to have sex. There's difference, don't you think?

The problem itself is not the abortion, because my family and closest friends agreed with my choice.. but the idea that nobody will love me, but merely use me, want me like a sex toy, treat me like a prostitute. I'm not like that.