interesting!

I got up late and wrote diary  about yesterday.

( I guess u know why I could not write it last yesterday if you read the last diary)

I went to school to meet up with the other Ai and asked her to listent to my worries about the life here.

She is nice and I wanna be able to speak English like her even if she has experience in States for a year.

Jet came there and we went to "JELEG" to teach language each other.

Japanese teaches Japanese for Canadian and Canadian teaches English for Japanese in the meeting.

I really enjoyed the time as usual, I had lots of time to share my ideas but I still felt I do need more practice when I listened to the recording after the meeting.

I went to a Vietnam restaurant for dinner with Florida and Jet a

I chose a soup like unusual to be adventure but I didn't feel full:P lol

I got chocolate ice-cream for dessert at a fake seven eleven .

We came back to the Starbucks and kept studying by 10pm.

I got home and I was supposed to study after taking a shower at home, but I really didn't focus on 

study because I was feeling so sad about relationship with my boyfriend.

now, I start writing about my worried relates to long distance relationship.

He used to try to keep in touch often and I felt like we have contacted too often, 

but I like him and I tried to spare time for him and I was getting used to the way of relationship.

BUT! He suddenly quit sending me messages after he said he is going to amusement park with friends .

The day was Saturday in the morning and I didn't know what he was doing for the whole weekend.

Usually, I'm understanding and don't care that much about what he is doing, but u know, he changed his style suddenly. 

Especially, he said he went to "goukou" ( a meeting to find lovers) and night club a couple days ago and

I feel like I can't trust him any more.

No, I mean I still trust him but I don't know if I should trust him or not because I have kinda trauma 

about my ex-boyfriend.

What I can do is just hope he still likes me.

anyway, i gave up staying up late for study and went to bed at 1am.

Reviews

[K.G]

:o dont be stressed its not good! and you just gotta keep practiceing if u wanna get better!!! Just keep going!!!im cheering for you!!!! Go ai go!