I'm So Sick, Of Being Sick And Tired.

I'm not dead.

 

 

Betrayed and screwed over,

Too many times to count

I hope you know;

You've lost all my respect

I'm sick and tired of your games

Always i am the one to hurt.

 

 

I forgave you

Yet I never forget

Your lies and empty promises;

Broke me down back then

I really do think it flows in your blood.

 

 

I'm so sick and tired,

Of being sick and tired.

 

 

Lived beneath a blanket of fear

Never dared to be me

I was afraid of the truth

Always truth did hurt

Things would never be the same

Beneath this blanket of fear

I pretended to be someone else.

 

 

Never thought I would bleed

Never thought I would survive

Never thought I would be able to cope

Never thought I would do this myself

Never thought I would be stronger.

 

 

I'm not dead.

Author's Note

Ignore Grammar Problems.
Honest Opinion As Always.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I like the story in the poem. I like the way you ended the poem. Sometime anger and being pissed off leave you wiser and smarter. A strong ending to a outstanding poem.,
Coyote

[xXxCynicalWarsxXx]

Always hanging in there beyond belief! ^^ You're always strong, and always doing your best. This was great, and I enjoyed it. Summed up everything I've thought before into words you've wrote. Very nice!

[Ruth]

Sometimes we go through what seems hell to realise we do have the strength! Poignant piece love, remarkable work xoxo

[Calypso]

The last paragraph seems reflective. Well done, very sad but beautiful.

[Hello, Goodbye]

Strong emotional write

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

Wow..such a powerful, deeply emotional write...
"Beneath this blanket of fear
I pretended to be someone else."
Really speaks volumes..about how when you are not yourself...what you enjoy being, so escape is the way...if they don't approve of who you are....
Brilliant poem :)

[Lily Mae]

Back your bag of strength and power and move on with no looking back. Their loss..
excellent write,,..x

[Sleeping Maiden]

Wow. This is quite powerful. It's great! I can relate to the feelings in this piece. This seems to have different messages depending on how you look at it. But yeah, being betrayed many times over and still, the person doesn't see how it affects you... -shakes head- Shame on that person!
Be strong!! This is a magnificient write! =) Thanks for sharing.