Is This Really Happening?

Well, is it?

"You see nothing.

You do not see the tears I've cried.

You do not see the pain I feel."

 

What the f**k?
Do you think I do not care?

If that's what you think, then why are you still my friend?

 

You know where you can find me, right?

You still cling to me, like a babe kangaroo cling to its mother

You cannot see how much you mean to me, huh?

 

I've watched you fall a multiple times

I've always been there for you, right?

But it seem like you're unthankful.

 

I've stopped crying for you

Yes I still do care and love you

But I just don't want to cry, not anymore.

 

Hang me by the neck

Slit my throat like a slaughtered lamb

I DON'T CARE!!

 

I don't want to feel used once again

You know how easily triggered I am

So... Don't tell me I do not care about you

Because, I sure do!!

 

Don't mind me

Don't see me cry

You could not care less.

I'm shaking from the thoughts in my head

Anything you say will shorten my life a bit

Am I losing you?

Author's Note

Ignore Grammar Problems.
Honest Opinion As Always~

Reviews

[M.Babu]

There was such an erratic pattern to the piece that it was an experience just to be bobbed around in the epitome of it all.

"I've stopped crying for you
Yes I still do care and love you
But I just don't want to cry, not anymore."

This was another smoother piece...i like the growth in your words and tone.

Keep this up:)!!

~M.Babu~

[Calypso]

Well said

[Layla Anne Massaro]

I don't want to feel used once again
You know how easily triggered I am

[Becky C Strukamp]

I can relate to this one. Nice write.

[Stormy Weather]

Woah..I can relate to this one quite a bit. Love it!

[Maimai]

Love this :) Keep writing xx

[poetry-kiddo alienbaba]

better