Is This Really Happening?

Well, is it?

"You see nothing.

You do not see the tears I've cried.

You do not see the pain I feel."

 

What the f**k?
Do you think I do not care?

If that's what you think, then why are you still my friend?

 

You know where you can find me, right?

You still cling to me, like a babe kangaroo cling to its mother

You cannot see how much you mean to me, huh?

 

I've watched you fall a multiple times

I've always been there for you, right?

But it seem like you're unthankful.

 

I've stopped crying for you

Yes I still do care and love you

But I just don't want to cry, not anymore.

 

Hang me by the neck

Slit my throat like a slaughtered lamb

I DON'T CARE!!

 

I don't want to feel used once again

You know how easily triggered I am

So... Don't tell me I do not care about you

Because, I sure do!!

 

Don't mind me

Don't see me cry

You could not care less.

I'm shaking from the thoughts in my head

Anything you say will shorten my life a bit

Am I losing you?

Author's Note

Ignore Grammar Problems.
Honest Opinion As Always~

Reviews

[Dahlia Phoenix]

A powerful poem with so much pain and fear that one can never cope with. This poem is well written and shows the intense emotions to lose someone so easily Good poem. I loved it.

[Coyote Poetry]

A journey into sadness and pain of losing someone. No easy escape from a bad separation. Thank you for the excellent poem.
Coyote

[Dragon]

I feel the pain. This is a very hard poem emotionally and physically. Great words you use and nice flow of choice. Great write. :)

[Jeremy Baker]

Direct and angry, but not totally hiding the fragile heart beneath it. Excellent writing style you have.

[Daytonight]

I can so relate to this! Well done as usual! Keep on penning.

[Just Cat]

Ugh, this is so relatable yet again! I like the emotion in this piece, I could really feel it. (I'm already feeling this way anyway at the moment)
'I don't want to feel used once again
You know how easily triggered I am
So... Don't tell me I do not care about you
Because, I sure do!!'

[nevermindfan1991]

This was another great poem. Trying not to care about a relationship but in actuality you do. This emotion was expressed well and I could feel it in every stanza. Great job!

[Carrion.]

epic. i tend to use that word alot in reveiwing your writing, but its almost the only way i can describe it.
uh oh. sounds bad. but..perhaps he doesnt know how you feel. show him what you've done.?

[sarah]

Sooooooo great! I have felt this feeling far to many times in my life this captures the feelings very very well!

[FemmeSpookyCorpse]

This is great! I loved your similies...they fit so well; as well as your last line. Just that one line alone, in my opinion holds so much power. Wonderful job, once again = ]