I Understand.

I held onto you for as long as possible...

But your anxiety got worse...

Jared took the f**k over...

I know you weren't as weak as he says...

You could handle it, if you gave it a chance...

But I understand...

I understand why you did it...

I don't hate you...

I'm not mad at you...

I never meant to destroy your crumbling sanity...

"You're killing me slowly."

I started crying long ago...

But you told me it was okay...

You still loved me...

You told me I would be your Death...

Damn...

It hurts to know...

Tonight I've fallen into Dark...

I can't find an exit...

No light is for me to find...

Not anymore...

Not ever...

I don't blame you...

I blame myself for being who I am...

If I was less me...

Then you could have stayed...

Right?..

I lay alone in bed...

Missing your arms around me...

Missing the sound of your pounding heart...

The moment when our lips meet...

I want you to know this; I don't hate you, I don't blame you, I'm not trying to make you feel bad... And I want you to know I still love you.

Author's Note

Ignore Grammar Problems.
Honest Opinion~

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

This was a nicely written piece. It was a very good poem. I could relate to this. It was expressed very well. I enjoyed it. Thanks for sharing.

[...AnGeLzLoVe...]

Stunning Stunning Stunning five stunnings! WoW! Very well written!! Usually I don't like poems that don't rhyme but your poems are so amazing! I love them!! Keep on writing!!

[Calypso]

You've expressed yourself well

[Becky C Strukamp]

My heart was totally pounding away while reading this...I can relate ..oh can I relate...excellent!!

[Maimai]

Very powerful message shown here; a truly beautiful poem!

[Coyote Poetry]

A strong and powerful message in the poem. Trying to make peace with another isn't easy. But we must try for sake of peace of mind. I like the way you described your desire and hope in the poem. A very good ending for a excellent poem.
Coyote

[CharlesMonroe]

I love this, it's beautiful. And it paints such a sad picture, it's heartbreaking. But I still love it.

[Sukriti Suki]

Yes, sometimes all we want to tell is...we have no hard feelings but just love. I really really liked the approach here. As I read more, I got pulled in more. Wonderful.

[TJ]

Ira amazing to read your poems as you go through the process of this...beautifully worded