I hate you...

A Poem by A Risen Heroine.

I hate you
I hate the whole month of our relationship

I wish I’d never met you

I wish I’d never said yes

I wish I’d never went ot my friends place that day

I said yes

Every word you said was about love

The love you pretended to have

You cheated on me

You should know how it feels

I should have done the same to you

Tho I couldn’t

I’m useless

I were just a toy of yours

I were just one of them

Everybody should know what sort of person you are

A devil, YOU’RE the source of everything evil in this world

Go to hell, take your hornyness with you, I don’t want to hear about it anymore

I’m strong enough without you, Save your prayers and walk away.

I should have done it back then, when you started to have those none shows I should have known you were with her, with your s****y girlfriend

I waited for you every night, many hours passed, I got depressed, not even my friend or family could cheer me up.

Was she worth it?

Because I’m strong enough to live without you, I’ve quited crying long time ago, you doesn’t affect me anymore, you’re just a horny boy, a devil.

I’ve lost a lot of sleep just to wait for you, got disappointed when you didn’t show up, I knew I had to let you go, I just didn’t want to admit it.
I wish I could turn back time and know I shouldn’t say yes, shouldn’t talk to you, tell my friend I was ill and couldn’t come.

I need to get rid off everything you told me, you told me I was a w***e, s**t, fat, not worthy and useless.

Get those words out of my head and leave me alone.