I DONT WANT TO

SOMETHING THAT I WROTE

I dont want to do this anymore

I dont want to have to deal with the lies

I dont want to have to deal with the hurt

 

I dont want to do this anymore

I want to live

I want to be

I cant live with out YOU

I cant be

I cant do this

 

I try not to

but they come

they come with a burn

it hurts

I cant

I dont need it

 

My heart is screaming

It is breaking

I have no control over it

I dont know what happend

I dont knoow how this happend

WHY DID IT HAPPEN

 

My mind it races with all the possiblilitys

All the hurt

Pain

Frustration

WHY

 

I dont want to do this anymore

I dont want to have deal with the lies

I dont want to have deal with the hurt

 

I cry and cry i think i am not going ot be the same i think i am broke

My emotions are turned off i dont have what it takes

 

Did i ever

 

I cant deal with it i cant handle it i cant it hurts to much

 

 

 

Author's Note

PAIN FEAR REJECTION LOVE LOST