Never Goes AwayA Poem by Abdul Batin Osman Beyabout that underlying feeling of depressionI feel as if my life is empty So let this be my last testament A suicide note to nobody All of my life I’ve wrestled with this feeling A nagging urge that never goes away No matter what I accomplish This feeling never goes away I close myself off Shut down the outside Why can’t breath like everyone else? All of my life I’ve wrestled with this feeling A nagging urge that never goes away No matter what I accomplish This feeling never goes away I want to destroy this image of god Even though I’ll never be forgiving Repeating the event for all eternity I’m white knuckling life Clinging to the essence inside me My cross I must bare it All of my life I’ve wrestled this feeling A nagging urge that never goes away No matter what I accomplish This feeling never goes away Never goes away Never goes away Never goes away Never ever goes away © 2015 Abdul Batin Osman BeyAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on January 1, 2015 Last Updated on January 1, 2015 Tags: depression, self-doubt, Moorish American, Abdul Batin Osman Bey, lyrics, Beatnik, Punk Poet, Taqwacore AuthorAbdul Batin Osman BeyCambridge, MAAboutIt is said that if Johnny Thunders and Janis Joplin were to have a child then have him to be raised by the unwanted aspects of Society while having him schooled in Timbuktu that person would be me. I.. more..Writing
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