Dear Little Girls;

I feel like I'm not good enough

And mostly, It's just my mind playing tricks

But, I know for a fact

As a big sister, I shouldn't be first pick

I never call you

I never say I love you

I don't know why

I guess I'm afraid of you

Pushing me away too

Don't set me as your role-model

Dear little girls

You two deserve a better life

To live up to

I'm not something you want to be

I believe in things about myself

Others say aren't true

but I will never believe

and I want better for you

Dear little girls

'Cause your both beautiful

And I want you both to see it

Always know your loved

Even if, for me, I don't believe it

Don't follow my example

This is a life

You don't want to sample

Dear Little Girls

I do things I shouldn't

Just to feel better

I need help

But, I won't ever ask

I don't want them to see I'm weak

You both are strong

Please stay stronger than me

I'm a broken little weakling

Please, don't follow my lead

Dear Little Girls

Author's Note

I can't decide if I hate this or just strongly dislike it.

Either way, it's my raw feelings, and they're too raw to put into the right words at the moment.

Reviews

[Eloha]

You write from a personal perspective that I find very refreshing and gutsy.