Because It Won't;

sometimes i wonder

if we'd be better off,

if i wouldn't want endless slumber,

if i'd never said yes

months have gone by

and still i can cry

and you say it will all pass by

that i'll outgrow this

but, you have no answer

when i ask if it won't

for so long i've held out

from the pain i give myself

and you should be proud

but you'll only be angry

'cause i've broken my streak

i've broken my promise

you know i wish i weren't weak

i tell you what i've done

and you don't yell at my mistake

yet, i secretly wish you would

the anger would make the pain numb

it's stereotypical to say

but everything is falling apart

it's left me in such a dissaray

i wish i'd ended us at the start

i wish i could be normal

but, you say normal is boring

well, i'd rather be normal

than have my heart and brain warring

cutting me from the inside out

leaving scars without a doubt

months have gone by

and still i can cry

and you say it will all pass by

that i'll outgrow this

but, you have no answer

when i ask if it won't

Because It won't

Reviews

[Southern Cross]

A tender poem..full of emotions Sometimes..feelings just happen and we can't question them although we constantly do..stay strong :)