The Question, Answer and Truth

Something from my heart. I don't care if it sucks its only meant for one person.

Is it me?
is it how i dress, who i hang out with?
Is it what i do, how i speak, how i look?
Is it where i live, what i care about,
how i act, who i am?
Answer me that, what is it?
but then again it doesn't matter,
its all superficial,over, dead, gone withered up
and blown away in the winds of change.
but now, now i look back on what once was,
i now see that it wasn't me.
it wasn't me who broke it, who took it for granted
who disregarded, disrespected the sacridity.
it wasn't me who threw away all that was.
it wasn't me who chose to betray and ruin what was.
now that its gone you've fallen into the shattered pieces
of what was, now i see, now i see that that it wasn't me,
and now what was will never be.    

Author's Note

I understand that "sacridity" is not a word. and the underlined part is an inside joke.
the rhyming was purely coincidental.

Reviews

[Rose Tyler]

...i think this is meant for me.. if it is...
...
i'm so sorry..
...

now for real criticism...
For I'm guessing a first time writer, this is extremely well written and flows nicely. It's powerful and strikes deep in the heart of the reader and you have a great control over words.
Whoever did what they did, depending what they did, they should get a second chance unless they've already gotten one. Then it's up to you whether they can prove they're not the way they seem or have made themselves out to be. Maybe they were scared of loving someone again after being ripped apart so much in tge past. But I don't know. Unless this truly is directed at me.
because I understand why superficial is underlined...