Outside

I'm so tired of trying to get close to people and being shut out and forgotten. I'm not some stupid little girl you can just abuse because you have no one else.

I hate this

I feel like screaming

But I have no outlet  to stop it

Maybe I should move away

Get a clean slate

And all these feelings would vanish

Forget it all

Forget everyone I've ever known

Make new acquaintances 

Cause that's as close as they'll ever come

Just keep my distance 

Cause it's easier than trying to fight it

I'm tired of being shut out

Of being forgotten about

And plagued by doubt

Day after day 

All I'm doing is wasting away

I'm through here

With all these stupid people

Who I thought loved me

But only want me 

Because they can't have anyone else

So they use me and abuse me

While I try to get closer

But it's a waste of my energy 

They like to tease me with hope that maybe

They wont let me down

So they can go ahead 

And disregard me

Cause i'm not afraid of dying alone

It wont be any different from the life

That I am currently living

Reviews

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

" I'm not afraid of dying alone
Cause it wont be any different from the life
That I'm currently living"

that ending just is so perfect that took my breath away to a great self-reflective piece that makes sense of the small and the bigger picture, or atleast tries to, that's what anyone can ever do.

Brilliant :)

[leinahtan]

this is nice literature and with a tortured content. inked with bitterness, hopelessness and despair, like you're broken beyond repair. :P