16 stupidA Chapter by Poe Met Emilystupid I should have ended it there, but I was desperate to hold onto
someone I thought that loved me. Butterflies and frilly thoughts,
flowers raining across my eyes. I knew it was stupid to think he actually
loved me when he just went off and stuck his tongue down other girls throats,
but I had such a large heart and the fear of drowning
in the tenacious loneliness. The Darkness that fractured my bones,
ate at my stomach when I was starved, and held my wrists when I cried.
I was desperate to hold onto someone I wanted to be with, despite
everything the world would throw at us. Someone that made my body feel light
and my heart race down a narrow stretch of road,
trees blocking civilization from fantasy. I told him that I forgave him.
His polyamorist inclination was only to hide his lust,
but who was I? Wasn’t I what he wanted?
Wasn’t I meant to be loved by myself? Wasn’t that what I meant to do to begin with? © 2021 Poe Met Emily |
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Added on March 5, 2021 Last Updated on March 5, 2021 AuthorPoe Met EmilyNCAboutI am a young adult. And all my Poetry is Nonfiction. Anything else, feel free to ask. :] more..Writing
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