Is It Repeating?

My heart begins

to ache and throb

with the paranoia

that history is

repeating itself again;

that my own mistakes

are mistakes he'll make,

but then if it happens,

who am I to feel?

Who am I to say

that he shouldn't do that?

Is it fair for me to feel

hurt and betrayed

if another girl holds his attention

more than I have in four years?

Or am I overthinking,

just like I always do?

Can I trust this pit

in my stomach?

My hands begin

to shake and tremble

as the ache spreads.

But what can I do

if I'm wrong?

Author's Note

03.04.2018

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[sette]

love as a very powerful emotion will not be easy to understand that is perhaps the reason why we always use the heart over the mind because there are some things we can't really understand no matter how much we have learned and one of those things is love.