Sliced Fruit.

I want to love you the way you have loved me.

I fear I am a danger.

Still shaking, i feel my face crack in the pressure.

The smiles look like painted dolls blown apart.

You promise to stay, tell me all the right things.

I cannot figure out why someone like you is here.

I  cannot wrap my head around this world.

What is happening to me, these Monsters I see?

I am full of hopelessness, constant depression.

And to allow such splendor by your voice alone,

Shame on my existence, I want to go home.

Never wake up and see what I have done to you.

I am at the last step on this stairwell,

Over the endless pit of no return.

Push me, I dare you.

I do not understand who you are...

Andy of it...

I need to let it go!

Author's Note

06.09.2014