I Burnt The Cookies Again.

I look around me and feel disconnected.

Plug me back in and don't you care for me.

I hate the sight of you in my mind,

The thoughts driving me wild to end it all.

But Lord, He is amazing; how I long to be his.

I live to see his smile, to let his heart soar.

Please help me, anyone...Someone...

To become a better human being.

The ringing in my ears, the pain inside,

I look at him and blame myself.

I am shattered but he's holding me together.

He floats along with my smile.

I never wanted to push him down...

Please shove me in return, another stab again.

You say it is to think.

I am lost...

Author's Note

06.09.2014