Revolving Doors.

You gather me and hold me still.

I keep wondering if I am on the edge again.

Countless suffering and insecurities.

All I want is to forget him!

I need you... Now, I know, now, I know...

I am flightless and voiceless like the grave.

I sleep in hallucinations, alone in my head.

Justifying the pointless, hopless past?

I lack faith to keep moving on,

But everytime I think of how I am so far

From your loving embrace; how I keep

This gap between our hearts,

I start spiraling out of control.

I cannot breathe, choked by the tears.

Hate me so, Loathe me as I do.

I Never deserved you, yet you remain.

Author's Note

06.09.2014