Monsters

Every day I beg the monsters in my head to leave 

or at least lie idle

6 years and 3 failed relationships

6 years of lies and hurt 

abuse to my mind, my emotions and more 

The monsters in my head scream day in and day out 

Not good enough, garbage, worthless

 An object nothing more

 A person who doesn't feel human 

Though which monsters are worse

 The ones inside of the ones that walk outside and live among us.

 Neither. they are equal they are all constant. 

And you had sit and watch and listen 

Helplessly as I went through hell.

 The only beam of light 

The only true kind hand 

Will the monsters ever leave? 

Is there any healing

 Or will you carry this broken mind forever

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

the speaker must re-evaluate...the monsters might just have been the others...not she...

often we just pick the wrong people for relationships...and it may not be anything either side did.
but i sure hear on this one...after three failed marriages...makes me wonder....maybe i scare them away.
j.

[Kasey Miriam]

The inner monsters are the mental illness caused by the wrong people.