my life

This life doesn't give you a break
it punishes you for all the mistakes that you make
whenever you do something wrong
it hurts you but it also makes you strong
everything you do can have a huge affect
the smallest mistake can lose your respect
no this isn't just what I feel
its really what happens and its so very real

Lately i've been sitting and watching life go by
always bitching and nagging and hoping I'd die
Cause I'm tired of everything going wrong all the time
maybe it's not your fault, maybe its mine
Its just time to turn life around
but this time firmly hold my ground

This time I have my family and my friends
who will hopefully be there when everything ends
My dad loves me deep inside I know
He's trying to raise me right so he doesn't let his feeelings show
He just wants me to be strong
now I know what you did wasn't all that wrong
what can I say about my mom except that she's the best
that woman must be really blessed

and my brother , what can I say about my brother
He's been there for me even when I start to bother
He does what he can for me
but pretty much lets me be

Cezar is next
this guy is really the best
i just love that kid
he stuck with me even after all the stupid stuff I did
Olivia is always there to help me out
even though sometimes she doesn't know what its about
They're one of the greatest people you can meet
and they never have any greed

Even with them there was something I couldn't find
what I was looking for was some truth
it seemed it wasn't there...Or maybe I was blind
That's why I thank the lord I found Ruth
Now I'm never scared
Now that I know that she'll always be there

What can I say about Kim*?
Ever since I met her my life is hardly ever dim
well its great knowing her
life before that was just a blur
Now about nick
he's always been there even when i was being a dick
He's such a good writer and a great friend
Now I'm sorry for the way I acted way back when
Well these are SOME of the greatest people I've met
they're the ones I'll never forgett

Those Are the people that will help me get through
those are the people, they are my crew
each one of them is unique
none of them will let me be weak
They are the ones who try to fix my mistakes
They are the people that WILL give me breaks
They are the people I know and love
They are the ones that shield me like a glove
They ARE a part of me
and They help determine who I'll be