Unfair

the world is unfair, but hey nothing seems to be fair any more.

Unfair i cry in to the night at the sight of him

once so captivating and full of comfort

His eyes holding kindness turns to hate

So drool worthy handsome you might be

but in the end you become a monster that has come after me

As i run my thoughts turn to you and what we used to have

In the darkness of the night you had been so soft and gentle

Whispering sweet nothings as you trail kisses along my face

Life had been so bad to me then you came and i thought you good

Bringing hope and the thought of love to my so fragile mind

Oh but i was wrong you were the worst to come

Burning your memory in to my mind

Taking a hold of my broken heart which you said you could fix

Yet instead you smash it to bits and watch me fall

 Not moving an inch to comfort me when i finally land face first on the ground

Bruised, battered and worse for wear but worst of all oh so weak

Looking up i see you there towering over me

My broken heart turned to dust fly's away so very far away

Unfair i cry up to him screaming with fear in my voice

Darkness descends but this time there are no kisses in the night

Only cold and a emotionless being who has lost her heart

Love turns out to be nothing but lust

Trust nothing but a need to be near

Hate burns deeply from within but it is only for myself

So stupid i was to trust one so cunning and so sly

I should have know from the first moment we gazed upon each other

So here i sit in the cold misery of my life looking up a he smiles cruelly down