Untitled, life.

Life has many experiences in store for you and myself.

Sitting here in front of this glowing screen, fingers poised and ready.

 Eyes narrowing in frustration, why won't they come.

Words begging to be spoken and hear are stuck some where deep inside. 

 Stories to tell, praises sought for so long in the confusing world.

Focusing for so long and coming up with a empty page, frustration burns bright.

 Eyes weary, mind lazily floating for need of sleep.

Looking up the time is late, or early depending on what you prefer.

 Yawing quietly as not to wake the others that are fast asleep, i stand.

Trying to find the words that will not come, stretching my ache filled body.

  Staring down once more my lips set in a disappointed scowl, the emptiness of the pages slaps me across the face.

Seeking the praise of one so dear has my heart sinking ever more.

 Carefully navigating my way through the dark, heavy heart weighing me down.

Questions fill my head, will they ever be answered or will they sit and fester.

  Day by day the questions loom, growing in size and making me dizzy.

A pain starts in my head but soon becomes unbearable, all i wanted was acceptance.

 Even now the quietly whisper my failure in life, voices in side my head lulling deeper in despair.

All i want is acceptance, is that not too much to ask?

 Can no one the agony inside, why will the words not come out.

  Locked in side my mind, the key to my mind long since lost and may never be found. 

Author's Note

Something personal............