The Girl at the Bottom of the LakeA Story by 5hade5layerDo you know her, too?I know a girl, the likes of an abandoned sea shell. Beautiful, glowing, perfect. On the outside. Empty, abandoned, dead. On the inside. She sits in the middle of the sea of the people around her, poised and glowing. But I can’t see her anymore. I can’t see the spark, the blinding glare of her spirit. What I can see, though, is her piercing stare. Her cheeks are pink, teeth spotless, lips red like strawberries. But her eyes? Nothing. They are cold, the aftermath of a snuffed flame. They call to me, reeling me in, begging to give her fire before she explodes into her end, her supernova. I stare back at her, wanting to cry for her, because her tears are spent. Wanting to ache and scream because her screams are spent and her pains have rendered her numb. I cannot move, so I close my eyes, shutting those frightening eyes out. I close my eyes, to save myself from the black hole she’s created. And when I open them, she’s gone. Then I feel my throat clench up. Like a fish drowning. Like suffocating under an oxygen mask. It’s odd, because I know that if I tried, if I got medical help, I could. My hands claw at my strained neck, as I breathe out to suck in air, only to find that my throat is completely closed up. Now my entire body heaves, begging for air. But still yet, oxygen is a luxury I can’t afford. Then the floor gives, sending me plummeting down a dark chute into nothingness. I grasp at my head, trying to escape the walls that send me slipping and sliding deeper and deeper into my darkest thoughts. I shut my eyes, too, but it only makes it worse. I start to see things I kept buried in the farthest corners of my mind. Madness in the eyes of the girl in the mirror. The shivering pen in my fist that refuses to write. The silent screams in the bathroom stalls. “Then just die. It’s your life.” The worst pain, I think. The girl from earlier, who’d stared at me from the bottom of the lake. The one with my cheeks, my smile, my lips. The one with my eyes. The one only I can see. “Come on! We’ll be late!” Then just die, it’s your life. She says. “i’ll be there” I call back. The girl in the lake. Broken. Torn. Empty. Five, four, three, two, one. And just like that, I am perfect.
Maybe I will just vanish, since it is my choice to make. © 2017 5hade5layerReviews
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2 Reviews Added on April 10, 2017 Last Updated on April 11, 2017 Author5hade5layerCAAboutI am a 14 year old sophomore currently homeschooled, but I had attended OCSA for Creative Writing in my freshman year. I enjoy writing and reading as they are a way to relieve stress :). I am also a h.. more..Writing
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