and then you lost.

and then you lost.

A Poem by xGenevaxx
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i have a quote on my binder that says the undline sentece below and i ahd to make a poem with it because this is going to be me and this is what im trying to do. well, you dont know what im talkig about cos i c=keep talking hahahahaha.

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and she woke up one day being your bestfriend. She was the happiest girl alive. But she didnt know she was in love with you yet. She was there for you when you were so deeply sad and dead. when you wanted to die. she kept you alive. And she even put up with your s**t when you fell in love with her bestfriend. SHe didn't care much. Then, you finally got through because of her. she keot you strong so you can move on and mabe be with her and realize. But you ddn't. You maybe haven't known this, but when you went out with that knew girl. That was her od bestfriend. YOu know? the one who treated her like s**t? the one who kept her miserable for 4 years? the one that she hated her guts with? her cousin? 

SO she gave up on you and tried to go a seperate wauy. it was devastating it her hurt as hel and sharper than her blades. You wern't there for her because you couldn't be? she need you to be hers. so sad. A liytle to late when you wondered why. why you havent seen her in such a long time. Have you known you were using her so youcan get better? so you can find out information the girl you wanted to die for? her bestfriend. SO she told you why. She told you that she love d you and it hurt her. yeah, it made it akward for you. NOw she can't even face you coause you don't want to face her.

SO she finally gets up on her heels. again. once you dump her old bestfriend so you can be friends with her again. ih, was that really it? or was it so you can get with her 1st bestfriend when she moved here?! Player aren't you? woow. Hurt her even more huh? not really. you became friends again with her, but it wasn't the same because you sent all that time with your newer girlfriend instead of her. Happy happy!!

SO now your newer girlfriend broke up with you a couple months later. cool! she got all happy and excited just because she knows you would want to see her again and can have more time with her. uh, wrong. YOu look at her and stare at her with those helpless eyes she can read so easily. YOUr sad.YOu still like your newer girlfired. and you want her to come and comfort you. SHe almost gave in after school, untill she heard you were starting to like another girl. a girl she was distant too, but didn't like so much. NOt at all now.

SO you watch, boy. you watch when she gets uyo and forgts about you. she'll forget you. forget about the bruises and just let them stay. They wont be big when she grows. SHe'll be happy. And she'll be loved. SHe'll be older and whe ou get all the girls you want you can sip playing gams and come look for her. COme get her ab]nd be hers finally. She'll smile at you. but sh'll shake her head at you. oops. too late? hah! oh well, that was your fault.

cause i cant wait for the day when you wake up and realize how much you care for her, but she'll be waking up next to the guy who already knew. SO you may be winning know, but I can cath up and end up winning in the end. Player.

© 2009 xGenevaxx


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xGenevaxx
this is my life. just so you know.

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your poem like prose lyrics
by kahlil gibran
nice and
make
vibration
on the heart !

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