And Why Am I The One Apologizing?

this is just how i feel recently because im too depressed to write and draw like i usually do, this is what came to mind in a long time..

You're the one making me cry, You're the one who makes me smile

You're why i'm lonely, You're the one that still gives me hugs

 You're the one who gets me depressed, Your'e the one who still wants to talk

Your'e making me sad, but i'm the one making the sorries.

 you're giving me all these emotions and clues,

and you're making me so confused

My head is clouded with thoughts,

and its hurting me so deeply and regretibly.

i've been keeping my mouth shut,

and putting up with you

But it just makes me more and more confused.

And Now that you don't need me,

i'm feeling too depressed to move.

My heart is still, but i can still walk to you.

But i just don't get how i'm putting up with all of this,

and i'm the one apologizing

I'm the one who says the sorries.

and i'm the one who starts to talk.

Yes, i regret all the bad things i say to you. The way i have treated you.

after i play everything back around in my mind, i see how stupid i'm being to you.

Then Later, i see why i do it and i don't regret anything.

You made me so confused,

so hurt. And there's nothing you can do.

You always ask how you can help,

but you're just making everything worse.

You say you don't know how.

but i don't either so it's not worth talking to you.

and i still don't get when your sad when it's supposed to be the other way around.

You're supposed to say sorry.

You only say i love you,

but those are only words to you.

Reviews

[Porcelain]

wow, i really like it
Its wierd how those you think you love so dearly, can be so damn hurtful
and you always end up saying your sorry! argh i hate that
But yes, its a very poignant poem
Well done:]

[xGenevaxx]

thanks. it kinda is,but boys could be clueless at times

[(:]

You remind me of a friend. I like this. It speaks of betrayal, but the betrayer wants to help. You must be going through a lot.
I hope everything gets better. :)