It's just me now. Even though, i already knew.

yeah i guess it should hurt even though i shouldnt care much anymore but whatever...

I already know I should stop this misbehavior.

I already know I should just let go.

I already know I’m holding on with all my grasp, to a broken branch.

But why can’t I just tell you straight up?

But why can’t I just say what I feel?

But why can you not read me like you used to?

What I want to say, is what I don’t want to say.

What I want to say will hurt no only me, but both of us.

& it’ll hurt me more because if I see you hurt, or even a bit of sad.

Times it to 3 and that’s me. X(

I should know that I shouldn’t care.

I should know that It wouldn’t matter.

I should know that I helped you on your way up, by pushing myself down for you.

But why was it me all along?

But why was it me that came too close?

But why was it me that always gets hurt?

And always cause of that stupid word.

& after all those times, I thought we could helpp each other together.

But it was just you.

It was just you, who I helped.

It was just you that I fell in love with.

It was just you.

It was just you who made me cry all those times.

It was just you.

It was just you who made me so happy.

It was just you.

But now its not like that. Now,

It’s just me.