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You were my soldier and I was your ninja-styled best friend,

You were my sour patch kid, and I was your ice cream,

You were my rain drops, and I held the umbrella,

When you needed a shoulder, I came straight away and hugged you.

When I wasn’t in the mood, you could still make me laugh.

All the time when we talked, I got chills. But did I know better? Nah…

When you were sad, I made inside jokes.

When I was bored, you text me until my inbox was full.

When you needed to talk, you called me at the worst of times, but did I ever hang up? Nope..

You hugged me so tight, I took this all wrong.

You fell in love with my best friend, but I still was there.

Then, I never knew it was possible..

But it is, For someone to brake your heart, when they mended it in the first place.

But when you did, my life was so hard,

Didn’t know when they say I can’t live without you.. Never took that literal.

See, you left me in the dust, with nothing’ left.

I said I never wanted to see your face, even if we weren’t “together” à meß was still you best friend.

For everything I did for you, you’re the most clueless guy.

& for me to tell you that, you still didn’t get the fact I said that cause It hurt if I did see you.

So I told you never to talk to me, when you hurt me some more,

You still did…who in hell does that..?!

SO it came to the point where I didn’t want to care, but when you were in need I was still there,

Cause even though you hurt me bad, I will always be there even if I don’t like you no more..

I’m more confused, then ever before. I can’t hate a best friend for so long, I tried to make that possible, but you’re the hardest to ignore.

When I don’t want to talk to you, and wish you weren’t here, you show up, with a smile and a hug.

But when I need you and I want to be with you, you’re never there.

SO many times I said, not only to myself, that I didn’t want to talk to you ever.

I always still text you cause I still love you.

So many reasons why your so clueless.

When I tell you I love you SO MANY times, you say it back.

When I say I miss you so much, you say I miss you too.

When I hug you so tight and am sad, you just hug me.

Wouldn’t you get that I have feelings for you?

But I can’t blame you cause I’m too confused what I think about you.

Your so hard to figure, too big of a puzzle. Too large of a maze.

I love you.

♥

I like you.♥ I don’t want to talk to you. ♥ I hate you.♥ I miss you. ♥ I want you.♥ I need you.♥ I can’t go to sleep not thinking about you.♥ I can’t stop thinking about you.♥ I’m crazy for you.♥ I never want to see you.♥ I never want to talk to you.♥ I cry for you.♥ I wouldn’t die for you.♥ But I’ll live for you.♥ No.. I’ll live with you. ♥ I laugh with you.♥ I can’t help but look at you.♥ I go crazy without you.♥ I love you. ♥

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[LisetteCanWrite!]

Wow.. you have it bad... I hope this other person loves you just as much as you them.. you are head over heals and no denying it!!! Thank you for sharing your wonderful writing!!!