She Will Be Loved

I'm not the type of girl to be loved. Been beaten since age two by my evil step father. Literally he's evil. I cover up the burses because they scare people and I don't want to raise questions. And as I walk down this empyt hall taking another hit of my joints oif my old abanneded high school I think back on my real father.

How he must of loved and cared for me. Wanted nothing more then a happy life, besides this beating and Hell he causes. But I swear if he starts hitting my mother I'll burn him alive!

My ratted blonde hair tells all truth, but my scars tell tales. I just can't live like this anymore. Everything is falling to pieces. Is there someone out there that loves me? Not for my scars but for my old beaten heart? Maybe Jeremia from science. Oh I love how he taught me how to build a lego robot out of old lego's and headphones.

Or maybe Kealon from English. They way he taught me how to speak through a poet and make sure the words come out clearly.

Too bad that was twenty years ago. I'm stuck in my teen years where the beatings got worse, and the Hell felt real. 

Maybe that's why I'm not really walking down my old high school but a Mental Health Clinic, screaming and yelling for help. Picking at my skin, showing the doctors my scars.

Maybe That's why I can't let go. But my mother always sad... She will somehow be loved.

I lie down though, on this rotted cot as the doctors shoot me up with a powerful drug to stop me from screaming. I really don't feel like dreaming. 

The only reason why I'm here is because my step father decided I should be rid of this family I was once apart of. He is the reason why my mother didn't have a say in the decision, she's to busy being controled and no one can see it. I am here not there, he is a controlling b*****d.

But I will somehow be loved. Maybe by this doctor who comes to clam me down when I scream. Maybe that is why he tells me stories about his little sister who has the same illness as me caused by the same thing. Maybe Doctor Chan is the one.

Maybe I can be loved.

Reviews

[The Black Warrior]

This is a well written story, I loved everything about!

Thank you for sharing

~SUK

[Winston Smith]

Wow, such a heart touching story,. By the end i fell in love with the girl :)

[Emmy Cannon]

Awwh well thank you! I hope to write for you more!