A Changing Human

People don't understand change, they really don't. What human on this Earth doesn't change? Answer that and I'll change back to the nicer human I once was before the pain.

The only reason why I changed was to protect myself from the new aged pain that comes with f**k boys and apparently friends. Because, yes, I want constant pain when I'm a nice person and constantly getting hurt because I fell in love too hard with the f**k boy down the road. And to people who are nice to me get the nice me back, lately though there's been two people who have only been nice to me. Two out of a dozen "friends" 

I just don't understand why they can't accept the change of a human who's just done with the pain, who's over the deadly feeling of being used. Just accept the hard outer shell until you show niceness then you'll receive the nice side of what I once was.

Rant Complete.