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I OFTEN ASK MYSELF…

245 FEET ABOVE THE FRIGID BAY,

WOULD IT HURT?

 

7 SECONDS BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH,

BETWEEN BREATHING AND MY LAST BREATH,

WOULD I EVEN HAVE TIME TO THINK?

 

34 YEARS OF MINDLESS INTERNAL PAIN,

IS THERE A CHANCE THAT I’D REALLY DO THIS?

QUICK AND PAINLESS FOR ME,

 

BUT I AM NOT A SELFISH PERSON;

A PROLONGED AND PAINFUL RECOVERY

FOR LOVED ONES,

I MUST NOT PUT THEM THROUGH.

 

I AM NOT SURE IF I’D EVER REALLY DO THIS,

BUT

I DO OFTEN ASK MYSELF…