Be"lie"ve

i feel tricked

i feel decieved

how could i end up like this again

alone, in a cornor

hiding from the world

im lifeless, yet im filled with thoughts

most of which consist of regrets and memorys

was i ever loved?

or was i fooled into believing i was?

im so gullable,

im even starting to make excusses for your abscence

how sad, how sick

to listen to your words, knowing there lies

yet i believe

Author's Note

i wrote this in late december

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[Jeremia]

Friend, can I give you advice? Do not think what the person told you were lies. Just because things didn't work out, doesn't mean that everything good was a lie. I know how hard it is. I really do. I loved this woman and thought she loved me, and then things ended in a fricken nuclear blast. I started to doubt everything, even my own very thoughts. That isn't right. Just because when you think about something it causes you pain, doesn't mean it was bad. It will hurt when you think about the good times, but don't allow yourself to be tricked into believing those good times were lies. That is the lie you have to stop believing. If ever you want to talk/vent about things that are wrong, you can message me. Also, if you haven't already, try talking to the person. Let them know how you feel. Unless of course you cant, then, I am sorry. Best of luck to you friend.