A victim

A Poem by l.z

A million times he lied and a million times I went back like he was all that I had like he was the purpose of my existence. People all over the world were dying for food, me; but my appetite was him and for him alone I was dying for. His almond shaped eyes that would know my deepest desires, I know they would be the cause of my destruction. He was a game to me in the beginning but I fell to hard but for him love was a game. I still remember that day his phone slipped out of my hands and I gasped for air. he held me before I fell to the ground. Tears ran out of my eyes, why why I screamed, his face guilty like a murderer. He was helpless in saving me, no words came out from his beautiful mouth. Where were those beautiful lies now. I broke out from his embrace, the only thing I wanted was to die. His house was closing in on me, every memory we made here, all the love we made, those lies he told me, every corner screamed out at me. I didn't want this to be the end. There it lay, glistening. Begging me to pick it and up and end my life right there. My sweaty hands clenched around it, but he was too strong, again I surrendered in his arms. My days my nights were a blur I was living in euphoric blur, not anymore. His warm lips touched my salty tears, my body pressed against his, what was I trying to do? There was no soul, for his soul was dirty not even the purest love could change him. Selfish he was, now he bleeds but he still resides in the pleasure of his mistresses. But I lay still, a lock on my heart. For I know heart break, I have died in the worst ways possible. I live life in a million little pieces. Now my only wish, may God forgive him and save him from that vicious unavoidable word - karma.

© 2016 l.z

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Victoriana

very well expressed pain. I can almost feel what's written. This is a horrible experience, yet good work. Hopefully will be more coming, maybe with time less excruciating..:)