The anger inside trying to come out

It is about a young teenager who must now move to a different country.

This is the worst. My head is pounding. More cardboard boxes more wrapping paper. All for what what so that I can lose everything all over again. It's gets worse each time we move. Fist I lost my first friends. Now I'm going to lose the love of my life and friends. Oh wait I'm also going to another country so that means I'll lose my nationality. All this wrapping paper and cardboard boxes to protect the things we need. What about cardboard boxes and wrapping paper for my friends. Is it going to protect my heart from breaking. Then they tell you "get over it, your so lucky that you get to move". Like hell I am. What would they understand all they ever think about is money they don't care about my feelings. Each time they move do they think "is my child happy". The awnswer is no they don't. Well I'll just be told I'm selfish if I fight anymore and when have you ever seen a kid succeed in convincing their parents not to move. Like NEVER! My ears are welling with tears my mouth is opening as if to scream for losing all my happy memories and taping them shut in a box. No more Jessie or michael and even little joe. They will all be left behind. Though I'm sure it's the other way around they will probably forget about me and move.atleast if I graduated here then we would meet at high school reunion. Of course when I say this snarky remark to my parents all they can say is "one day everything in life will go the most famous and poorest". Like hell that makes a difference. They just love the chance to be philosophical and give lectures. nkw I'll never get that chance with that girl. I'll never be able to become a varsity football player and I won't get to pull my plan for senior prank day on the old science teacher. Of curse even I am being a hypocrite I'm sure after a few months I'll get adjusted but I don't care to be rational right now. I care to be angry. Why does one have to move?

Reviews

[Sebastian Romero]

Good good good! I really like it! I like the tone and atmosphere most of all :) It is a sort of incorporeal feeling, even though you do describe a lot of physical things like the tears and the screams and the pounding head and everything haha. You transmit the feeling of anguish greatly!
Reminded me maybe a little of Nausea by Sartre, not really because of the topic, but because it gives sort of this unsettling feeling to the reader.
I read on your description that you like fantasy and romance, so if I may, I'd like to invite you to read a book I'm starting that's called The Artist of Time. Only if you have time and everything haha Thanks for this piece of writing btw :)