Oh Father!!! A Must read poem

The real fact poem!!! the girl tries to explain something to her dad... about her feelings, her love, her responsibilities towards family and so...

Is this a storey of your princess?

Give her courage of Mariyam,

Give her strength of Noah,

Oh Father of all, Beneath earth and Heaven above!!!

Please listen to this request of her   …   …   …

AMEN !!!

 

 

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Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But  I won’t tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…       ___________ (2)

 

You are such a God in my life,

But your life is like walking on a knife.

You poured so much happiness on us,

Still god tested you every now and thus.

 

You never expressed this, but by your eyes every moment,

Whenever I saw them, even my mind couldn’t make a movement

 

I never knew how to express my thoughts!!!

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

Amma used to support and relieve your pain,

But all her efforts were taken by the train.

You lost your soul,

where did you made the foul??

 

I got matured just by that day,

Taking care of Ijiy and supporting you in every  way

You are my friend and Great Good God!!!

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I won’t tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

Granny and Grandpa were too much caring,

But life without you was so much boring.

I used think about, You and Amma,

Talking to You was like, life support in Coma.

 

After the Amma has gone, life was not so clear,

Babysitter tried molesting me, I got inside fear,

 

Adding to your pain was not my Spot!!!

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

 

New life begun, when new Amma came,

She took your care, and cared us the same.

Ijiy and me were so happy again,

But  the life is an Oasis, you know it again.

 

The passion of Love was never as my Amma,

Mopping floor and utensils became my daily life drama.

 

I washed and mopped quickly whenever broken any Pot!!!

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

Uncle tried the same, the baby sitter tried once,

Where is Lord ‘Krishna’, I find everyone here ‘Kans’.

I yelled at him and, came aback pissed,

Today people respect him, saying he is a priest.

 

Pain is filled IN, upto a NECK, and a LOT !!!

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

I passed my school, I passed my college,

But never shared my pain, as no one was so privileged.

I was looking for a shoulder to cry a loud,

But all were betrayers and friends in a doubt.

 

I tried clearing every now and then my thoughts !!!

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

Nummy was a friend and we learnt together profession,

She kept making me, and me to her confession.

One sleeping Pill was, bestie to get OFF tension,

No.s rose to 8, through the course of duration.

 

I just used to sleep, and then learn and then sleep,

No one ever cared my life, never asked, never peeped.

 

You were paying heavy loans and running the house boat !!!

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

Days passed, Years passed and passed the time of thoughts,

I passed my studies and helped serving pots.

I feel so great to see you happy, but my heart inside rots,

I am denying my words, my pledge to my Prince, Forgive me my good GOD.

 

I’ll sacrifice my Love! my Prince! My Sweetheart!

I’ll break every relationship and every knot.

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

He is a prince of my dreams, and I am princess of his thoughts,

He cared me every moment, second and every slot.

He cared me for six years, and talked to my heart.

He stole my sleeping Pills, my lonely life, my stress cart,

 

I’ll die every day if I lose him, in the name of  God.

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

He cares me so much, no one would ever can,

He love me, my family and you, and he’s your fan.

He’ll help you, your work, your family as his clan,

I am crying- crying and dying -dying, please listen if you Can.

 

I wont be happy with relation you have sought !!!

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)

 

 

 

I’ll work there and earn better and will send you back the butter,

But life won’t be smooth with sheikhs and Ibboy in Qatar.

My heart wont accept Ibboy everyone will know this later,

Lives will be ruined together, like a set of used food platter.

 

He’s Ammi is so sweet, she called me daughter of God !!!

 

Oh Father!!!    You are so close to my heart,

But I wont tell you, cause I love you and fear a lot…          ___________ (2)