even though

Even though the cold wind blows; even though the  wether is cold, even though i  hear the thunder storm's voice, even though it's so dark here unto i can't see a  thing but darkness; even though the narrow streets are empty; even though they'r all lodged in theire houses; even though i'm alone here but i can't feel my lonliness. i feel warm instead of cold; i hear  the warbling of the sparrows instead; that fills me up with joy instead of hearing the storm's voice that freaks out everybody. even though i see darkness but i see the darkness brights and shines i see behind world i see another whole world; i see them walking taking large strides everyone is on his own it doesn't seem like anyone knows anyone they are just keepin walking straight without stopping i already said that the narrow  streets are empty i think i'm seeing ghosts then ;though i can't seem to find me lonely and the time just passing by so fast,  the sheets of paper are empty blank lines i think of how i can  fill them up by  holding the pen in my hand squeezing it once staring at it once and once  i doodle on the paper and then i just take that sheet of  paper and rip it; another sheets of paper seems to be empty blank lines i think of how i can fill them up. even though it's daylight and the sun is up i can feel the down i can feel the sun breaks in my eyes i can feel the warmth of, it even though it's winter but i feel like it's summer; even though the rain has already stoped i can still hear the rain drip drop so softly, at that time when my phone's alarm is sounding i go back to my senses and go back to live in reality to feel the cold and to hear the thunder's storms voice once again ,and when i open my eyes i stair at the sheets of paper i see the sheets of papers are full of words and the lines that i thought they 'r blank well they aren't this time.

 i grab my old guitar and start hitting the strings so i can sing my song so it can melt the cold winter away off  my chest .  

                              Even though

                             

Author's Note

thx for reading enjoy. xD