to the one that is you

to the one that i think i loved.

your image is drawn by my mind;he coloured you he framed you and put on the walls that surround my head.i only see you when i close my eyes and when i open them but i see you in void.when i first saw you i was speachless;for the first time in my life i couldn't understand my feelings,but when i met you i got you inside me. my feeligns were blended some of them were of hatred some of vengeance and others of love, feeligns of love ? i wasn't sure about cause love is not just a word but the essence of that word is understanding love and when it comes to understanding love we need to try to love. i didn't understand the love's feelings cause i never loved. you came taking large strides you knocked at my heart's locked doors, i oponed up i let you in you walked into it but you walked out of my life. when i look at you i can see myself through you, i understand you by the gaze that is in your eyes you warmed my heart you gave me love without words you gave me love without knowing you helped to creat my own world my own independent life.when i'm with you i feel like i'm living in disney lands living in a dream you make me  touch my perfectness. but when u'r away you make me undertand my faults,realize my flaws believe in my wilt you make see the reality world but above all of this you you make me see the real me. and now after i met you talked to you knew you.i can only find a corner sit down and drag my thoughts one by one sometimes i wonder if i cross your mind,but i'm so greatful that i met you that i knew a bit about you.i appriciate every single moment you thought of me and above all i'm so thankful cause you made me so proud of myself and od the person that i'm about to be.forever i will remmember you  cause when you entered my heart i thought that you came to visit but i was wrong you entered my heart and then you just resided there.