Alive, Yet Dead.

I'm never good enough,

I always ruin people's days,

I'm always the girl people dread seeing,

Why am I so bad?

I'm never going to be worth it,

I don't know what I live for.

I know how dumb I am,

I just don't get why.

I'm never going to look good,

I never fit the standards.

I've always wished to be the girl,

That everybody looks up to.

I'm never going to have friends,

not that I expect to make any now.

Nobody ever likes me, they all think I'm ugly.

I just don't know how to change.

I've always wanted to be that perfect someone,

Just for one day, to experience a different life.

I'm always wishing and wanting, 

But it never comes true.

I just want to look stunning,

And be as perfect as can be.

I just want to be so smart,

That everybody sees me.

I just want to be perfect,

Is that too much to ask?

But I do know wishes do come true,

As I have always wished to be dead.

And now... I am.

I'm alive, yet dead.