The Attempt

A poem of a dark part of my life that I was in

I'm looking at myself in the mirror 
Filled with self hatred 
Mad at myself 
All I see 
Ugliness 
Fat 
Disgusting 
USELESS 
In my right hand 
Is what can end it all 
I put it to my neck 
Take a deep breath 
As tears spill down my face 
I push down 
Feeling it pinch down on my skin 
I stop 
Drop down to my knees on the floor 
I can't do it 
I just can't 
I cry in my sorrow 
And look at that thing staring back at me in the mirror 
As much as I want to I can't 
Even if I could 

Author's Note

This poem was one of the deepest ones that I have written

Reviews

[Jamie Cook]

I'm looking at myself in the mirror
ME: I love doing that!!! O_O

Filled with self hatred
ME: I know...she looks so much better then me! HOW??!


Awe man i would have pressed on with jokes, but it wouldn't funny :( cause this poem was sad :( Nice job though writing it, it was well written woot woot :3