But that isn't enoughA Chapter by Ashley.M.EWhy should I sit here? Crying another tear When all it will What make the pain so much worse? Do you see? What you done to me I guess you only saw your pain It is still all you see And I have tried to hard To hid my thoughts To hid my feelings And only think of you But it is killing me now I can only hold you so many hours I could only dry your tears with so many towels Do you see the pain you caused me? No you don’t You never will We all had hard lives Trying to live in the fast life We all just want love We all just want a hug But you took it too far With your past and your instabilities Did you see all the pain in my eyes? When I held you for that last time And you walked without a word Did see how much it killed me No you didn’t You never will See me For what I did Just want I couldn’t do I can’t take the pain away Like the drugs use too I am such a fool for breaking my heart for you And you don’t see You never will You only hear the sound of hell You think you would feel better Out of the life of your oppressor But you are bringing everyone down With crying and sad guilt Believing you’re the only one that went through Don’t get me wrong you have a low blow Your life was no joke You got in fights, went through pain Lost your family almost went insane But you got through all Yet you still cry like your nothing If I was you, I would feel better Have your own life And it matters You worked your way up And not many can say that But you still cry to me and lean on me Do you even see? I am so young I can’t do a thing You mean me feel Like I am nothing You told me I was As I tried to say, how I felt I feel so used Like you used too Can’t you see? You are becoming What you hate I can’t take it I cry I cry Can you see me you have been so good to me You think that I don’t help you You think I don’t care but that isn’t true That isn’t true I would give my heart for you My heart for you But that isn’t enough. © 2011 Ashley.M.EReviews
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